Is this not that the World is coming to end....

First a friend’s cousin went to hospital, seriously ill. Thank god she was saved, and came back home. While I was at home, resting and recovering from my accident, a colleagues brother and his family met with a serious accident.

My Brother friend's father suddenly started coughing and blood came out of his mouth. However, all the reports are normal and Doctors are not able to diagnose the cause.

2 weeks back my uncle had an heart attack, was on ventilator for a week, declared dead by the doctors. He is now in coma. His brain is 80% dead. Ventilator was removed and he started breathing. His BP and heart beat is normal, but his brain is dead. He doesn’t talk, move, feel and can't listen a single word.

Father of my friend got infection and was admitted to a nursing home for a week. He was not able to breath, and was given artificial oxygen. He is now home and is recovering.

On Wednesday, one of the colleagues slipped from office stairs and i saw him limping and in pain, moving towards the exit gate. He had crab bandage ON.

Yesterday, my mother's eldest cousin has been admitted to the hospital. Doctors say that there is some problem in his brain. Tomorrow, his MRI test will be done.
Today a colleague entered the office with a fractured hand. He had an accident last evening.

Seriously the world is coming to an end....

Rickshaw wala bhai...

Rikshaw wala bhaiya...

agar ek taraf se koi car aa rahi ho, aur dusir taraf se rickshaw, to car wala kabhi dheere nahi karta, rikshaw wala chahe jitni marji sawari ho us par.. wo hi ruk kar, rikshaw se uttar kar use peeche karta hai.. car wale ko side dene ke liye

sadak ke side pe rickshaw chal raha ho, gali de ke bolo, bhen chod side pe chala le ise...

bacche Holi khelte rikshaw walon ko Gubbare mare, jaise bacche kisi chotte kutte ke pille ko ched rahe ho, aur rickshaw wala kuch nahi karta, sirf phata-phat waha se chala jaata hai...

galti se uski rickshaw tumhari bike, ya car se takra jaye, jisse ki koi nuksan na pahucha ho, akhir rickshaw mein takkar marne ke liye hai hi kya, ek thapad raseed kardo aur bolo "Bhosri ke andha hai kya? Andar karwadunga...etc etc"

rickshaw kare ghar tak ka, aur theek ghar ke aage hi rickshaw rukna chahiye, na aage na peeche.

Agar elevated sadak ho, aur rickshaw wala na chala sake, rickshaw wale ki jaan nikal jaye chalate hue, lekin rickshaw be bethe raho... utarna mat, rickshaw wala chala lega

Yahi hota hai kya??

Once again i wish to walk an unknown path!!!

Once again i wish to walk an unknown path!!!

There are many who are trying very hard to reach where i have reached. For millions, this is the dream of their lives..

But here i am, a stupid, confused soul, who wants to leave all that has been achieved. And take a new path again.

Oh God! Am i being selfish? Am i just fooling my own self and making another mistake?

However, this is not the first time i m making a mistake i guess. I had learnt from them only.

In my two different lives, one, where they all know me. They all respect me or atleast pretend that they respect. They value my efforts and my word, or at least pretend that they like them. I am something a known figure. I do not have to think twice before doing anything. I am in my comfort zone.

I can lead a very comfortable life, an upper middle class life. Yes i think i have been able to bring my family from middle class or upper middle class.

But, here in the second life i live, i am no one to everyone. For them, i am just another guy, waiting in the long queue of infinite number of people.

They will ask me... "What is your name?"... "Kisse milna hai?"... "Okay! Go and stand there"... "Are, yahaan mat bethon"...

I do all what they say. After all i have to start again. Start again from scratch. At times, it feels like giving up and going back to my comfort zone from first life. But, i do not know what keeps me going. What makes me do it and do it again and again. I am scared i might die just trying. Just trying.

My dear god, please give me that power again to make it big here as well.

Once again i wish to walk an unknown path!!!